Friday 21 Oct 2005:
not a very happy week. u can just feel the sense of nostalgia hanging around. maybe in u. around u. or in others. but in any case, i don't wanna talk about results or wadsoever already. it felt totally awful esp on mon and tue. couldn't take it on the first day when they returned the scripts. it was utterly discouraging. mid-years was bad enough. worked harder. prepared more. outcome was worse =/


to aggravate the pain even further, u see many others grumbling about the 0._ marks they missed to getting an A or B. i've got nothing to say about this.


and as if all these weren't bad enough, headache and flu overcame me right after. but it's much better today. i found that it's harder to suppress the sheer disappointment in u when yr head feels heavy. but i managed to hold it back on tue though. i wasn't feeling depressed or stuff like that. just kinda disappointed.

anyway, thanks a lot for all the concern. appreciate. it did much to help me thru :)


just re-decided to go ahead with the ogl interview scheduled on mon. have been thinking if i should still be an ogl with such results. plus the year-end concert. would i be able to cope? but i've been wanting to be one.. so yeah. i'll just give it a try.


on a brighter side, attended yo kano's piano jazz concert yesterday night. he’s a blind jap musician skilled in playing the piano and trumpet. a happy man. with a strong voice and hilarious and fun-loving personality. it was entertaining. enjoyed myself. hope u did too =)

anyway, hope all those depressed souls out there will just hang in dere. it's not the end. and i guess time will nullify such effects. yeah. smile~

dreamspired lost in fairytale land
10/22/2005 12:47:00 AM



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Monday, October 17, 2005

Sunday 16 Oct 2005:

a blind date.


literally, i meant. went for a haircut this afternoon and basically walked about everywhere without my lenses. first time in.. let's see.. nearly 7 months? lol. so i was like some blind rat, being in some world which u're not quite sure of where exactly u are in it heh. so yeah, i'm now so very thankful that i'm wearing lenses!! =))


anyways, caught national treasure and shall we dance [just realised that jas just saw this show too. haha. so ciao]. better than the my bf is type b. nice afternoon to watch vcds. the switch above [up dere in the sky] was constantly being adjusted. then my dad was asking me: why is it that the showers in s'pore are more frequent than in m'sia? hmms.


open house yesterday. it rawked. credits go to the scs [heh the colours on their hair were cool. esp the pink] and everyone who did their part to make it a successful one ;) catch the breeze. the 2 piano performances at the pt were just superb. esp warsaw. it was great. heard a number of gals cheering as they clapped after that. glad that they were well-received. the playing at the stage at the concourse was fine too. everything went well. response was good too. then when chanks asked me about how it went at the end of the day and i replied, he msged back, "cool!". lol. =]


yupps. it was a fun day. the ice-creams were yummy too. hee. and it got even more hyped up during the mass dances. kewl. hope everybody enjoyed themselves too!! :)

okays. school resumes tomorrow. lessons and going thru' scripts and stuff. plus pw. nice

dreamspired lost in fairytale land
10/17/2005 12:36:00 AM



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