well, so far, the hols haven't been much of anything. as in, since sunday. and well, my life's like that. yea.

anyways, i couldn't help but rip this off from one of your posts:
"while I’m really tired having to keep going through it and telling you that I don’t want to talk to you ever again, it’s almost like I can’t live without you, because otherwise I’ll have no one left. Maybe I need someone who will listen to me, not someone who will talk to me. Someone who will listen to me face all these stupid emotions, or wax lyrical about stupid things, and agree with me even though they don’t."

sorry, and thanks. okay, this is not a totally accurate depiction of uhh, what i've been feeling and thinking... but yeah. it might be of a dissimilar context from yours though, but somehow i find it rather comfortable reading some of what you mention. cause i find myself caught in some of those thoughts/situation/crisis too. and neither did i expect these (with other existential feelings/moods at the same time) to evoke more emo in me. and i guess having umm, korean sounds at the background doesn't really help things either. ok this sounds daft.

i guess i just found that i could be afraid. i don't know. but i'm just sliding in between nostalgia and an okay-okay feeling about everything. please pardon me.



anyhow, for those who are on your aust trip now, hope u guys are enjoying yourselves ;)

dreamspired lost in fairytale land
5/31/2006 04:57:00 PM



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