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[from dec 2005]



[[looking back]]

11/03/2002 - 11/10/2002 11/10/2002 - 11/17/2002 11/24/2002 - 12/01/2002 12/01/2002 - 12/08/2002 12/08/2002 - 12/15/2002 12/15/2002 - 12/22/2002 12/22/2002 - 12/29/2002 12/29/2002 - 01/05/2003 01/05/2003 - 01/12/2003 01/12/2003 - 01/19/2003 01/19/2003 - 01/26/2003 02/09/2003 - 02/16/2003 02/16/2003 - 02/23/2003 02/23/2003 - 03/02/2003 03/16/2003 - 03/23/2003 03/23/2003 - 03/30/2003 04/06/2003 - 04/13/2003 04/13/2003 - 04/20/2003 04/20/2003 - 04/27/2003 04/27/2003 - 05/04/2003 05/18/2003 - 05/25/2003 05/25/2003 - 06/01/2003 06/08/2003 - 06/15/2003 06/15/2003 - 06/22/2003 06/22/2003 - 06/29/2003 07/06/2003 - 07/13/2003 07/13/2003 - 07/20/2003 07/20/2003 - 07/27/2003 07/27/2003 - 08/03/2003 08/03/2003 - 08/10/2003 08/31/2003 - 09/07/2003 09/07/2003 - 09/14/2003 09/14/2003 - 09/21/2003 10/19/2003 - 10/26/2003 11/09/2003 - 11/16/2003 11/16/2003 - 11/23/2003 11/30/2003 - 12/07/2003 12/07/2003 - 12/14/2003 12/28/2003 - 01/04/2004 03/07/2004 - 03/14/2004 05/09/2004 - 05/16/2004 05/16/2004 - 05/23/2004 07/11/2004 - 07/18/2004 11/21/2004 - 11/28/2004 12/26/2004 - 01/02/2005 02/06/2005 - 02/13/2005 03/20/2005 - 03/27/2005 06/05/2005 - 06/12/2005 06/12/2005 - 06/19/2005 06/19/2005 - 06/26/2005 06/26/2005 - 07/03/2005 07/03/2005 - 07/10/2005 07/10/2005 - 07/17/2005 07/17/2005 - 07/24/2005 07/24/2005 - 07/31/2005 07/31/2005 - 08/07/2005 08/07/2005 - 08/14/2005 08/28/2005 - 09/04/2005 09/04/2005 - 09/11/2005 09/11/2005 - 09/18/2005 10/02/2005 - 10/09/2005 10/09/2005 - 10/16/2005 10/16/2005 - 10/23/2005 10/23/2005 - 10/30/2005 10/30/2005 - 11/06/2005 11/13/2005 - 11/20/2005 11/20/2005 - 11/27/2005 11/27/2005 - 12/04/2005 12/04/2005 - 12/11/2005 12/18/2005 - 12/25/2005 12/25/2005 - 01/01/2006 01/01/2006 - 01/08/2006 01/29/2006 - 02/05/2006 02/26/2006 - 03/05/2006 03/05/2006 - 03/12/2006 04/23/2006 - 04/30/2006 04/30/2006 - 05/07/2006 05/28/2006 - 06/04/2006 06/04/2006 - 06/11/2006 11/26/2006 - 12/03/2006 01/28/2007 - 02/04/2007 02/04/2007 - 02/11/2007 06/17/2007 - 06/24/2007 07/22/2007 - 07/29/2007 09/23/2007 - 09/30/2007 10/07/2007 - 10/14/2007 11/11/2007 - 11/18/2007 12/02/2007 - 12/09/2007 12/09/2007 - 12/16/2007 12/16/2007 - 12/23/2007 12/30/2007 - 01/06/2008 02/10/2008 - 02/17/2008 02/17/2008 - 02/24/2008 03/02/2008 - 03/09/2008 03/09/2008 - 03/16/2008 03/16/2008 - 03/23/2008 03/23/2008 - 03/30/2008 04/06/2008 - 04/13/2008 04/13/2008 - 04/20/2008 04/20/2008 - 04/27/2008 04/27/2008 - 05/04/2008 05/04/2008 - 05/11/2008 05/11/2008 - 05/18/2008 05/18/2008 - 05/25/2008 05/25/2008 - 06/01/2008 06/01/2008 - 06/08/2008 06/08/2008 - 06/15/2008 06/15/2008 - 06/22/2008 06/22/2008 - 06/29/2008 06/29/2008 - 07/06/2008 07/06/2008 - 07/13/2008 07/13/2008 - 07/20/2008 07/20/2008 - 07/27/2008 07/27/2008 - 08/03/2008 08/03/2008 - 08/10/2008 08/10/2008 - 08/17/2008 08/17/2008 - 08/24/2008 08/24/2008 - 08/31/2008 08/31/2008 - 09/07/2008 09/07/2008 - 09/14/2008 09/21/2008 - 09/28/2008 09/28/2008 - 10/05/2008 10/12/2008 - 10/19/2008 10/19/2008 - 10/26/2008 11/02/2008 - 11/09/2008 11/09/2008 - 11/16/2008 11/23/2008 - 11/30/2008 11/30/2008 - 12/07/2008 12/14/2008 - 12/21/2008 12/21/2008 - 12/28/2008


since 7 november 2002 :)



. m e .
_phil
_victorian
_nus




Friday, December 23, 2005

he touched me.
he smelled me.
he pecked me.
he kissed me.

i could feel his love.
pure.
innocent.
untainted.

his possession
in those few moments.
as he held onto me.

the feeling was simply
indescribable.
wholesome.

he was just
so endearing.
so cute.
so lovely.






what an adorable hamster =)



dreamspired lost in fairytale land

12/23/2005 11:34:00 PM



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truth & dare bold

Thursday, December 22, 2005

Bold the following that are true about you, italicise things you wish were true, and add one true thing about you.



I miss somebody right now. [my friends :) ]
I don't watch much TV these days.
I love olives. [kinda like olive oil though (= ]
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I've watched porn movies.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe that honesty usually is the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
I hate the rain.
I'm paranoid at times.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now. [partially? ;) ]
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast. [quite, i think]
I have fresh breath in the morning. [dunno?]
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
I have worn fake hair / fingernails / eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way that I look.
I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
I know how to cornrow.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings [not really]
I think prostitution should be legalized.
I think Britney Spears is pretty.
Slept with a suitemate.
I have a hidden talent. [not sure heh]
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends. [are mine considered a lot? haha]
I have pecked someone of the same sex. [yes on the cheeks]
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I LOVE TO SHOP.
Enjoy window-shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in a God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I like someone. [i like my friends! (: ]
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. [for the moment]
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
I have at least 5 away messages saved.
I have tried alcohol or drugs before. [very lil]
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I have avoided assignments at work / school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.
When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
I enjoy some country music.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I watch soap operas whenever I can.
I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it. [only watched a bit haha]
I have dated a close friend's ex.
I like surveys.
I am happy at this moment. [partially?]
I'm obsessed with guys.
Democrat.
Conservative Republican.
I am punk rockish.
I am preppy.
I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car. [ya of course, if it’s a limo =D]
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
I believe in prophetic dreams.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient on a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went to college out of state.
I am adopted.
I like sausage. [i'm alrite with it]
I am a pyro.
I love the Red Sox.
I have thrown up from crying too much.
I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved. [by friends, yes]
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colors.
I love Dear Abby.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I think school is awesome. [well, to a certain extent ;) ]
I think pigtails serve a purpose.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I don't like multi-textured ice cream.
I think John Cusack is adorable.
I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
I watch Food Network way too much.
I love coaching youth sports.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. [perhaps]
Climbing trees is a brilliant past time.
I have jazz in my blood. [mm i'm quite okay with it]
I would not be friends if they weren't family.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I love vaginas.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know who Santos L. Halper is.
I read trashy romance novels and I am ashamed.
I love wrestling.
I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
[i enjoy it when there's the chance :) ]
I'm an artist.
I have a goal to collect every Johnny Depp movie ever made.
I have an unhealthy Taco Bell obsession.
I have had a crush on a cartoon character when I was a kid.
I have spent more on anime and manga than many spend on computers or other high end products.
I only clean my room when neccesary.
I have pointy-ended ears.
I LOVE korean dramas.

+ i love choc strawberries! =)




dreamspired lost in fairytale land

12/22/2005 04:28:00 PM



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ensemble of the ensembles

Sunday, December 18, 2005

mon 12 dec - wed 14 dec 2005
nuspe + vjcpe camp
8 vjcpe members lost in translation over to nus
CFA [Centre of Fine Arts]
activity room [where we spent much of our time there]
new friends. games. and yes, sports =D
movies
stayed up for the first night
till the next morning at 630am
played "truth or truth"
[not-so-meaningful game after all]
slept for three hours


music appreciation session
win lose or draw [literally]
charade
treasure hunt in the second night
walked ran searched all over the compound
some took the bus
others went into collusion *strategy*
pieced up the nine-part puzzle together
composer was recognised as Liszt
team won first prize *yayers!* =)


in the activity room
card games [those slightly more intellectual ones]
seniors + sq watched kingdom of heaven
the remaining four of us went out
of the unreservedly sub-zero room
where it was still a lil chilly outside
[but nice ;) ]
waited for chanks who never came back
ever since he left after dinner
bridge
got to bed at 430am
just another three hours of sleep


left the next morning
got home
made up for the rest debt in the afternoon
woke up
didn't feel too good


feverish for the next two days
splitting headaches
hot and cold simultaneously
some discomfort
bleahh =/


wasn't too well up till the later part of sat afternoon
almost "white"-out
but got better before i [finally] got out of the house
had dinner
headed to sch for the band concert
not so silent night
spirited music augmented by stage gimmicks


well anyhow, it was fun getting to know more people, and learning more about music and the characters of some people..


ee hiang. yanning. kevin. benjamin. kenny. alan. kiang choon
sq. yiling. mona. minyu. me
[oops forgot her name! =P ]. huimin. joyce. [ermm?]. hui en. betty [the pres]

[plus quite a number of others who had already left]


hope everyone had an artistically musically appreciably pleasurable time! =))




dreamspired lost in fairytale land

12/18/2005 04:14:00 PM



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