you must hate me.
yup. i deserve a slap(s?), i know.

anyhow, it's good to refrain from lamenting about your apparently-not-too-favourable state of health ever so often. not very nice to keep hearing from people how they're being irritated and all by your apparently-never-lacking details of how certain parts of your body are uncomfortable for an apparently-quite-a-considerable-length-of time but yet not improving. never expected to actually hear them saying/complaining about it so yea, i guess, you might want to take better care of yourself.

dreamspired lost in fairytale land
7/26/2008 11:52:00 PM



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hear `

Friday, July 25, 2008

chalet cum "bitch party" at sentosa with rhisky peeps yesterday afternoon.
volley, bball, fresbie.
hopped over to psycho dinner + chill out at brewerks at night.
jumped back to the chalet around an hour just before midnight after that.
chocolate sundae with serene before that though! :D
yums.

all the others drank. quite a bit.
most got ko-ed by 3am. leaving the 6 of us.
before four of them also konked out and slept for the remaining hours.
both of us didn't intend to sleep i guess.

all of us but dan and charissa who stayed in the room attempted to walk the dragon trail nearby.
i kinda freaked out when i saw that the path ahead was nothing but almost pure darkness.
and i got bitten by an ant...
okay la. it was a normal lil black ant.
though there were like dozens, or rather, armies of huuge ants at the beginning of the steps as we walked up them.
anyhow, i refused to go ahead.
and after nearly half an hour of deliberation the others also decided to walk it another time, "when there's sunlight".
omgg.

so yea, the both of us didn't sleep at all.
haven't gotten any sleep at all.
and best of all,
what am i doing online right now??
shall go get my sleep.
ta.

dreamspired lost in fairytale land
7/25/2008 10:52:00 AM



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can't take that away `

Thursday, July 24, 2008

They can say
Anything they want to say
Try to bring me down
But I will not allow anyone to succeed hanging clouds over me
And they can try
Hard to make me feel that I
Don't matter at all
But I refuse to falter in what I believe or lose faith in my dreams

'Cause there's
There's a light in me
That shines brightly
They can try
But they can't take that away from me
From me

No no nooo

Oh they
They can do
Anything they want to you
If you let them in
But they won't ever win
If you cling to you pride
and just push them aside
See I...
I have learned
There's an inner peace I own
Something in my soul that they can not possess
So I won't be afraid and the darkness will fade

They can't take this
Precious love I'll always have inside me
Certainly the Lord will guide me where I need to go

They can say
Anything they want to say
Try to bring me down
But I won't face the ground
I will rise steadily sailing out of their reach
Oh, Lord, they do try
Hard to make me feel that I
Don't matter at all
But I refuse to falter
In what I believe or lose faith in my dreams
'Cause there's a light in me
That shines brightly



thanks.

dreamspired lost in fairytale land
7/24/2008 01:33:00 AM



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Wednesday, July 23, 2008

our Earth.

if temperatures rose...

ONE degree more - grain and meat supplies would fast deplete (not that they aren't already).
TWO degrees more - coral reefs would all be gone.
THREE degrees more - rainforests would all die off.
FOUR degrees more - singapore would be wholly submerged.
FIVE degrees more -fights and all other sorts of breakouts over lack of supplies and vital resources.
SIX degrees more - global wipeout.

:(


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dreamspired lost in fairytale land
7/23/2008 10:51:00 PM



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"see i told you..."

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

yea. kill me, cause i won't be feeling any pain.
my nose is now partially running
away from all the bull that i've just heard in my life.
again, as usual (:

i was just getting all comfy and at home with all the peace in the other side of sanity.
and now you had to pull me back. aiyaaaa.
hahaha.

want me to drink tea? to cool myself down right.
haha i knew it! so, which tea? chinese tea?
hmm. not good enough i suppose.
any recommendations, anyone?

guess i'd stay here at this cosy lil spot of mine.
staring at some screen in front of me.
and getting all the songs drummed down me.
and getting all the things i see displacing what i've just seen, heard, experienced.
and getting back my cold, hard self.
that's what all of you think of me anyway, no?
bet you forgot i had feelings, too.

dreamspired lost in fairytale land
7/22/2008 06:34:00 PM



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